There is nothing better on a day like this than friends and family.
I passed the state of "stressed" and dove headfirst into "major self doubts", at the latest when Prof. Ehmcke wasn't there today (despite the interwebs telling me differently). There is only a very small chance of meeting her before I have to hand in my thesis now, and if she has anything major to critisize, there will be nearly no time to take that into consideration.
Well, I always tend to work through things like that without the teacher's help. But oh, was that a dark, dark depression looming at the horizon... only disturbed by lighting bright panic attacks lying in waiting.
But my little sister walked with me to university and back and questioned my panic and my doubts, talked against the tide and diverted me.
The whole day the half of my brain currently residing in Japan bombarded me with mails of luuuurve. *____*
Then I got a Go!Go!Go!-package from
al_pha, with chocolates and striped socks "against cold feet", energy tea, lottery scratch tickets, caffeine, anti-stress shower gel and lids "for a good conclusion". :D
And in the end, one major obstacle - Japanese text - seemed to dissappear from the list of Problems-that-I-just-can't-solve, when I timidly dared to ask good friends for help.
Should do that more often. Ask for help, I mean. I'm really bad at that. XD
But there it is. May our landladies be major bitches, may time run out and money be scarce... they just don't let me fail, my wolves. And so I'm working late in the evening now and I am actually getting things done. And tomorrow we will sign the contract for the new appartement. And afterwards I will treat myself to some dinner with wolves... and some Batman. Evvverybody loves Batman.
I passed the state of "stressed" and dove headfirst into "major self doubts", at the latest when Prof. Ehmcke wasn't there today (despite the interwebs telling me differently). There is only a very small chance of meeting her before I have to hand in my thesis now, and if she has anything major to critisize, there will be nearly no time to take that into consideration.
Well, I always tend to work through things like that without the teacher's help. But oh, was that a dark, dark depression looming at the horizon... only disturbed by lighting bright panic attacks lying in waiting.
But my little sister walked with me to university and back and questioned my panic and my doubts, talked against the tide and diverted me.
The whole day the half of my brain currently residing in Japan bombarded me with mails of luuuurve. *____*
Then I got a Go!Go!Go!-package from
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And in the end, one major obstacle - Japanese text - seemed to dissappear from the list of Problems-that-I-just-can't-solve, when I timidly dared to ask good friends for help.
Should do that more often. Ask for help, I mean. I'm really bad at that. XD
But there it is. May our landladies be major bitches, may time run out and money be scarce... they just don't let me fail, my wolves. And so I'm working late in the evening now and I am actually getting things done. And tomorrow we will sign the contract for the new appartement. And afterwards I will treat myself to some dinner with wolves... and some Batman. Evvverybody loves Batman.